Existence is nothing if you won’t be able to feel how it is to fail, get dumped, stumble and break into bits like a brittle glass. Yours would be plain, static and entirely boring. Don’t always aim for the safe side where you used to be since the day sunlight had laid upon your skin. It won’t open your eyes to see the reality, that there is always a mix of good and bad chew life has in store for us. We would always be left hanging to decide and choose. If yesterday the choice wasn’t right therefore another lesson had learned. If it’s the other way around, go on and excel. See, no one requires us to live in patterns but in circles. We can go up and go down; it is in the matter of dealing with it at its finest. Come on – I say to myself.

After all, I’ve occasionally found my heart at that ground I never imagined I would like.

Fall in love with this lady, dear gentleman. Take her to experience a magical story, a boundless affair with no one but you. Never break her heart I plead; for it was once covered with fear, uncertainty and fragility. Prove her that there are still forever above all heartbreaks and unjustified endings. Prevent this lady to be stony to emotions, numb to connection, and blind to embrace affection. Show her eyes that you are unlike any other men who do nothing but to bring tears instead of smiles: a guy who remains loyal and can stay to infinity by her side. It is hard to find an exact epitome above this sinful universe but she still believes, her soul could find one. Enlighten her to see you, in a little while.

It’s been really a long while since I started my friendship with these folks. It was in highschool then, where we tangled up as carefree teens who just knew how to enjoy life up until now that we quite embraced maturity. I’ve always keep my REAL friends with me so I guess, they’re the ones who first defined it at the best possible. Cheesy.

We planned to see each other yesterday because it’s the only time our schedules meet. Sounds like busy career people HAHAHA. Seriously, it’s hard to have your timetables set especially when you and your friends go to different schools.

HERE: We enjoyed the day by laughing to random stuff just like what we were before, always. Talked about the craziest topics ever no one would think funny unless my friends would throw it. LOL. Watched a movie which I would say worth the bucks anyway, ate and ate and stroll and stroll. Unfortunately, I need to go home for some reasons (whut the) but I have to comprehend as well as they. HAHAHA Looking forward to see them again soon before the school starts.

Haydee, Janine and Alej

Kurt and I

WAHAHAHAHA

I really missed these guys and I have to say, I do love them. X

By no accident, he met her by fate. Later with the same reason, he fell in love. He found happiness on the yester years, then embraced sadness on days forward. Never knew how it was going; confused and complicated. The heart beats for love, the mind urges to fight but the soul said he’s tired. Finally, both bid the treble goodbyes. Thy blossoms grew apart, set feet to take the opposite sides. He started to walk, loafed down the roads to find answers. That life he had, the way he was, everything’s a bang. He wanted to break in as those steps lead him to turn right, to turn left yet there’s nothing to find. Totally puzzled. He ran miles away from unrequited frustrations. It lead him somewhere far yet something recognizable. There it is. Tears came running down his cheeks. “It was by fate once more that I am that answer.” she smiled.

I may question Him sometimes for putting me in a situation where all I can see is my dim future. It’s an offense to do so, a virtue I was able to clearly violate. You can’t judge me for reaching that point of wonder and amazement in a very pessimistic perception. One thing, we as humans tend to stand over the ground of circumstances at some moments in our lives. Those specific things which pushed me to ask God for all the answers to my why’s. I know there will always be an equivalent reason for each burden that we have on our shoulders, a hundred percent assurance. For now, I’m trying to digest things and hold onto His purpose. That’s the best action to take, the only one.

God is good. :) 

Who’s expecting a woolah on the birthday mumahh? Me, it’s a NO. Honestly, I’m contented with merely greetings from people I love the most, except of course for my family. I deserve a treat from them. JOKE :)

So here’s the catch, I got frustrated with Sarah for not greeting me sooner. HAHAHA. I didn’t know they’re up with a surprise for me and I have to say, I’m touched. Thank you everyone for the effort and all. I lurvv you!! God bless!! I also send my appreciation to those creatures who reached out for me on every way possible just to greet me. :******

CRAZY PHOTOS EVERRR

Hongki :O

Sissies forever <3 (with the “engeng” looking self)

Sarahshiii huhhh

YEAH IT WAS MY BURRDAY.